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god is not everywhere. he is everywhere except this room. where i once saw truth, lies lies buried in deep sorrowful thoughts that existed only in psychedelia. away from the pain and injustice suggests a world i was once familiar with; a world of beauty and gold that i abandoned involuntarily. i saw colors there but now black and white flood the sky and gray rains down on me. they do not come anymore. i'm a bottle thats being shaken over and over again, just waiting to explode, to drown the world with my tears. if i could rip out every tear that could have been, i could drown you and your family and every animal you've eve

"the clouds bore a river that gave life to the earth (and the doves drank from the river for the rest of their daze)" Ten thousand doves Flew across the gray sky, And came to the ocean And stopped flying there. The white birds lined The gray water, while singing, As if To summon Some life from the sky. They sang, And they sang, But nothing Ever happened. The sun never rose To warm the cold earth. And then those birds Quickly gave up When the world was still gray And then sun never shone The doves slurred Their cries. Their hearts Were destroyed After their Long journey To revive This sad world. And one dove flew A

it started with me taking a break to smoke a cigarette at work on a saturday. some tiny 17 year old mall rat chick gave me the end of her cigarette, which was burning down past the filter, because i asked her for a lighter. i didnt have one. she started talking to me. it was smooth. i'm not normally one to start coversations, but she was good at it. that was a turn on. her petiteness was a turn on. and she was tomboyish and i kind of liked that too. she walked with me back to my store and asked for my number on the way. i gave it to her. my phone was in my locker so i told her to text me with her name so i'd have it later. jessica harper. w

take a look around you and maybe youll realize the fact that our generations nothin but lies on the media and news, and people have no clue that the things that they take do nothin but make you lose take a look around you and see your fuckin friends doesnt it bother you they're killing their minds because they blow lines? bitch look for the signs maybe youll realize that this is a problem in these times because we buy dimes and Os for bills and cos we pop pills and buy gs for a grant mr president wouldnt be too happy if he saw his face in the hands of a coke dealer all you fuckin kids who like to blow lines are blind from the tr